Painful Appology

tears, tears, tears, pain, love, passion, love to cry, hate to cry, want to cry, hate to hurt, want the pain, to leave. I need you, to be with me, to comfort me. I'm sorry. Do you hurt? I hurt. Can you help heal this pain in my heart? I hope so. I don't want to hurt anymore. Will crying cause relief to come? If so I wan to cry. Help me cry, help me hurt, no more. But I can't cry and hurt no more. Don't want to do wrong. Good girls. Good girls don't cry. I don't want to do wrong, doing wrong hurts others, don't want to hurt others. I would do wrong, I would hurt, I would hurt others if I cut, If I cut loose. Can you help me? Fuck! I hate this! Help ME! I have this hurt, Hurt ME! Kill Me! It's a pain release. Pain is a pain release. I want to release the pain in my heart. I love you, I hate you. I need you, I want you, To help me hurt no more. Relief.
Guilty, I hurt...
...you.
I'm sorry